Saturday, January 28, 2006
HappY CNY 2006!!
wish u all a Happy CNY 2006!!!its the year of the dog... haha... woof woof! MeoW!
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Saturday, January 21, 2006
I'm back
Hello, i've decided i cant feign happiness when happiness is really, a term very far away from my heart. And what is happiness in life? Really, i dont have an answer. Is happiness the moment, you get together with someone everyone wants? Is happiness the moment, your girlfriend buys you a tiffany and co. ring? Is happiness the moment when someone understands you? Is happiness the moment you score 6 a1s for your o levels? I dont think so, at least the happiness would be one in the category of temporary. It really seems i've driven into this path of my life, that is winding and i really cannot see whats coming around the next corner. But right now, at this very bend i'm turning, i'm breaking. Truthfully, its very depressing to be depressed all the time, i do not want to suffer from bipolar whatever, i know i'm not near that, but really somewhere in me screams sadness. Maybe, just maybe someday people will see, behind the makeup, behind the false fake eyes. And then they'll finally see me. I just want to be contended, to have base to my heart. i dont think that anytime soon i'll be glad about my life.. i dont think so. But i'll keep on living.. i'll keep on living.
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Wednesday, January 11, 2006
do what you want but i know who you are
say what you want but i know what you're thinking
if you fall in love
fall in love and hold nothing back
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Wednesday, January 04, 2006
~2006~
its yr 2006...lets all strive for the best this yr yeah??? =)))
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